I remember always feeling by myself even with people around. I reminisce on the poetry I wrote in high school and my early 20s feeling the same way. I didn’t think that I had to let go of the people around me. The thought about changing my mindset didn’t come to me either. The more I pin pointed my issues, the root, it was emotional……but got easier.
I honestly regret my decisions from the past. I learned a lot, yes. It made me who I am today, yes. I just rather have had a better upbringing. I’m allowing my pain to become my purpose to help others. I want to be to others what I wish I had.